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Self talk on Oct. 26,2010  

2010-12-01 15:01:48|  分类: 默认分类 |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

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 I've been keeping silent for two days. Because of my bad feeling of disappointment and sad.

 

 I do like the feeling of a home. A warm home which could melt all the tired and fear. A warm home that I don’t feel alone anymore. A warm home which have  comfortable feeling and take care of each other.

 

 We moved to villa last Saturday. It’s a wonderful place I would like to stay there for long time. A beautiful garden, I would spend my four seasons there; I’m waiting for the flower summer time. Drinking outside with friends in the garden. An independent living place, all these things will make me happy I think.

 

 We moving home on Saturday, I was so tired because of all those very late sleeping days. I was lacking of sleeping, not only a little bit. I was lacking a few days sleeping. I have no power to doggie-bag all the things around in our room. My step-mother she working in the chicken room with very slow pace. My husband, he is just a person who never start to move in the last minute, outside was raining. So many heavy things have to move out, move down, move outside. Move into the car, move down and move into the house again and again……. I have no power, my husband didn’t find any helper, even the driver was a handicapped person, he couldn't give a hand for us. All these things were driving me crazy…….

 

     I don’t want to describe the whole story with every detail. Anyway, the moving process made over finally. I was silk, painful on my back, my knees, my arms, so tired, I couldn’t sleep because the pain. I couldn’t move any more while I lie down in my bed.

 

      My husband left anyway at middle night because he decided by himself to come back to his work. I suggested that he should set home first, even just one or two days stay at home, setup telephone and internet at home, I know nobody listen what I said, also nobody care that what I want. Just go by yourself. I don’t want to say anything anymore. I keep silent.

 

      Sometimes there isn’t right or wrong question for us. I just know that I feel not well, all the decisions made by himself. Without explain. Without first information to me. Is this the marriage that I expected? Is this the right relationship between lovers? I can not say that who was right who was wrong. I just know that I care about how I feel about my home. Too much disappointment. Too much sad feeling about the whole case. Aways mention about money. what money could bring? My life will be absolutely different If I care about money. For me, I care more about how comfortable I feeling about my home. Just simple life, every family member could smile and laughing.

 

     What’s now? A cold home and an empty room, whatever, I keep silent. Do whatever you like to do. Go away if you chose to go. Don’t bother me if it’s possible.

 

     I ask myself how many things I gave up to gain a warm home. How many things? Fancy and comfortable lifestyle, a stable home, a stable and high pay job, After all those paid, I come back the same point. Live back to Single life. Wonderful. How wonderful. How wonderful how wonderful.

 

     I don’t want to talk with you, If there isn’t business necessary you won’t call me I think. Whatever. If you take care of the other things, just go ahead, and enjoy the life you chose.

 

     I got hurt both my heart and my body. I don’t care anymore. 

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